Itens

[drawings]

If it was not my wanting of closeness that didn’t make me angry with him. I was fighting my wanting of closeness. But truly was I fighting? Because he would push me away? I can see him pushing me away gently.
I couldn’t marry someone with his name.

38,315 – Alzira owes me
20,000 – I owe Alzira
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18,315 – Alzira only owes this

[drawings]

(she gave me 3,750 in change)
She says she owes me 38,315
70,00 or 46,915
67,00 or 43,165
[bills]

[bills]

[drawings]

Dream: I was leaving a place where I was living, and I was very happy, and I was going to see Paulo. I was going to the children’s hospital, my heart beating with desire to see him. He was in the

almost push away the hand that is given to help you. Sometimes you need help, but don’t ask. Me: you say [to me] I don’t know how to ask. Her: you never ask Her: it’s strange how you’re humble and submissive. But it’s a rebellious submission [–] you give just the power of your fingers. My anger because. For I had a migraine due to not knowing tension, due to not knowing if I was doing everything right. I answered I ended up saying preoccupation children.

I would have to be used [precariously] – (forcing me doing everything possible for me to go, and then saying that she went to the I had probably gone because of her? How absurd)
That’s how Tania did it: the balls, forcing for me to accompany her – They were grown ups,
I asked myself if I avoid getting close to people because I’m afraid of coming to hate them. I don’t get along with any[one]. I don’t have tolerance    
— She told me, that I [harshly] that I am a person to whom it is difficult to give affection. I answered: well, I’m not the type who [breathes] affection. Her: you